Okay, I’m blogging right now because I’m really stressed out just looking at my new schedule for the upcoming term.

This is it. I’ve passed my Calculus 2 and going on to Calculus 3 and Physics 1. This is it. I’m taking Linear Algebra too. This is it, my biggest fallout yet.

This is it.

First of all, I don’t know if I should be flattered by my batchmates telling me “Naks, Physics ka na!” because honest to God, I don’t like taking up Physics. Not without my friends. Not without my best friend. Not without the people I’m used to being with in school.

This term, I feel like an outcast. While my friends are out for their Surveying class, I’m inside the Physics lab trying to survive ALONE. At this point, I’m not quite sure if I should be happy passing Calculus 2. Yes, there’s this feeling that I have a shot at catching up with my majors. But there’s this feeling holding me back, that I’m leaving my friends behind. I don’t know what to do. Without my friends and best friend, I wouldn’t even have survived my first year in Mapua.

Sigh.

Anyway, this is the first time I’m going to take up Physics 1, Calculus 3 and Linear Algebra. I will be needing a lot of prayers from y’all so please do. It’s the best christmas gift I can ever receive from you guys, whoever you are. I am sick of failing. So please, pray for my grades. Just my grades and my family too. You guys don’t have to include me. I know God will take care of me.

Lord,

I won’t slack off this time. Thank you for letting me pass Calculus 2. Thank you for having faith in me. :) I love you too, G! You’ll always be the best. :)

Love,
Me

GAAAAAAAAAAH. Can’t wait to start this term. Gonna kick some ass-subjects! LEGGO, ISH! LEGGO!!