Okay, first of all, I am really having a hard time with my Chemistry 2 and Integral Calculus. 

Why? 

Because my professor in Chemistry teaches exactly what’s in the book but gives out one hell of a quiz and my Integral Calculus professor is plainly an a-hole trying to impress students by teaching as fast as he can. I don’t know how he does it and for what reason, but it’s seriously giving me a headache. 

Those two professors, whose names will remain unnamed for confidentiality, are known in the whole institute for failing a huge number of students. They don’t give a damn if you exert a lot of effort. If you don’t meet their so-many-requirements, you’re surely going down the toilet along with your grades. I understand them, somehow. However, they give me such a hard time studying. 

I wanted to take Chemistry 2 once because I’m already behind my majors. I am super delayed and the only way I can catch up, somehow, is if I could do it in one take. My previous professor in Chemistry 1 was one hell of a good teacher. She had her own style and gave out her lessons in the easiest way she can. Ugh. I hate to compare, but my previous professor is way better than this new one. Moreover, Integral Calculus professor isn’t helping, too. He’s being an ass. Imagine this: 4 lessons in one meeting with less than 10 examples (with easy solutions) and immediately gives out 15 items (with one heck of a solution for each) as homework! HOW CAN I PASS THESE SUBJECTS WITH SUCH DEMANDING PROFESSORS?!

All my courses for this term are fresh and newly picked. So I seriously have no idea what my courses are all about; in layman’s word, “It’s all alienated.” I can’t afford a failing grade this term because I have so much catching up to do, plus my academic status would go from “OK” to “WARNING” or worse, “FINAL PROBATION”. No one wants that. No one in my school, particularly. I am seriously exerting all the effort I can to catch up with the lessons we’ve had but I just can’t, not with this kind of professors and pacing. 

Anyway, moving on to an unrelated topic…

I have this batchmate and she kept on flooding the batch’s site with INFAMOUS PLAN TO GET EVEN with this one lowerclass man of ours that was apparently her ex-boyfriend. She even spilled some of the guy’s confidential whereabouts which I found really annoying, insensitive and hollow. She said she would humiliate the poor guy in front of our school and was asking for help from some of our batchmates (I assume she was banged the hell out of her by this guy and eventually been dumped). I hate how they supported this act of violence. They even posted a video of the scene this girl made and most of my batchmates were really having a good time watching it (because I read the thread of comments the video had). I found the whole thing stupid and found the people involved much stupider. They were seriously acting like they’re bitches and bastards and douchebags and morons. 

Is this how people live in the 21st century? Is this what we call freedom now? Is this how we’re supposed to get even with somebody? 

To all my dumb batchmates that supported that girl:

YOU GUYS ARE NO BETTER THAN THAT POOR GUY YOU HUMILIATED AND LAUGHED AT. YOU STOOP DOWN TO HIS LEVEL AND YOU DESERVE NONE OF ANYONE’S RESPECT. YOU GUYS ARE OLDER AND YET YOU’RE ACTING LIKE GRADE SCHOOLERS. FOR FUCK SAKE, GROW UP, PEOPLE. I AM ON NO ONE’S SIDE BECAUSE I HAVE A LIFE AND I DIDN’T EVEN KNOW WHO THE GODDAMN KID WAS. IF YOU GUYS WANTED THE LOWERCLASS MEN’S RESPECT, YOU SHOULD’VE IMPOSED IT IN THE RIGHT WAY. HOW WILL YOU EVER BE RESPECTED WITH THAT KIND OF ATTITUDE? 

And to the girl who planned the whole goddamn thing:

Little girl, if you got banged and eventually got dumped by the guy, don’t be surprised. In the first place, you wouldn’t have lost your virginity if you weren’t such a bitch. Didn’t you have sex education? Weren’t you oriented by your parents? Where are your values, little girl? Where are your principles? I pity you, young soul. I really do.

Gosh, I just really hate how old people are in terms of numerical value but has such young minds in terms of knowledge and values.