January 2011
13 posts
“Advance happy monthsary, Mr. Malabanan! I love you so much :) We’ll make...”
Asphyxia
The thought of someone being too attached to me gives me chills. I am a self-proclaimed odd girl. My thoughts of a perfect man is far from other girls’ “dream guy”. I don’t dream of a prince charming or a knight in shining armor, or a really handsome guy with the perfect attitude. All I want is a guy who’d be not too clingy, can understand my odd point of view in life...
Giving up isn't such a bad idea after all
I don’t get why people aren’t considering “giving up” as an option. I mean, why try to work things out when obviously you’re doing all the job and your partner is, out there, just blankly staring at you?
Giving up isn’t such a bad idea, indeed.
You don’t give up because you’ve stopped caring. You don’t give up simply because you’re fed...
“Just because we broke up, it doesn’t mean we stopped loving. It’s...”
– I guess that’s how love works.
One shot at this so-called "forever"
Everytime I get myself into some kind of trap — like getting in a relationship — I have this feeling of preparing an “exit strategy”, if I may call it that way. I never wanted to settle down and plan ahead, not now or anytime soon. I don’t know why but I just don’t want to. I guess it’s because I’ve had my heart broken once, for planning years ahead...
1/1/11
I had Mr. M for a boyfriend. :)
Was it too early to start loving again? Was I too hard on my ex? Is this feeling somewhat “leftover” of what I used to have for my ex? What about this other guy that waited for me and was replaced by a 3-week love-a-palooza? Was I expecting too much? Am I being too harsh? Being too inconsiderate?
I don’t know the answers. Do you? Would you please...